Lonely Hearts Club - Marina and the Diamonds; Lonely Hearts Club… do you want to be with somebody like me?

Strike a Chord - Charlene Kaye; You strike a certain chord in the thick of me, and I’m terrified in seeing how it rings and it carries.

It Doesn’t Have to Be Beautiful - Slow Club; It’s ugly, it’s ugly, yeah I know, but you never give things enough time to grow.

The Flowers - Regina Spektor; The flowers you gave me are rotting and still I refuse to throw them away.

What Can I Say - Brandi Carlile; What can I say? I’m so sad since you went away. Time, time, ticking on me. Alone is the last place I wanted to be.

If It Kills Me - Jason Mraz; Well all I really want to do is to love you a kind much close than friends use, but I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through.

A Way to Us - The Pierces; It took so long for you to see what you wanted us to be. 

Always - Panic! at the Disco; When the world gets too heavy, put it on my back. I’ll be your levy.

Not Alone - Sara Bareilles; Stay a little longer. You know, you’re making me feel I’m not alone.

Die Alone - Ingrid Michaelson; I never thought I could love anyone but myself. Now I know I can’t love anyone but you. You make me think that maybe I won’t die alone.

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This is a thing that happened because of reasons

1. Long Cool Woman In A Black Dress - The Hollies 2. Expectations - Belle & Sebastian 3. I’m In Love With A Sociopath - I Hate Kate 4. Le Disko - Shiny Toy Guns 5. Bulletproof - La Roux 6. Killer Queen - Queen 7. Mermaid - Okkervil River 8. Where Do You Go To (My Lovely) - Peter Sarstedt 9. She Wolf - Shakira 10. Mystery Girl - Yeah Yeah Yeahs 11. Boys Wanna Be Her - Peaches 12. Maneater - Nelly Furtado

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GOOD MAN [A Gale Hawthorne Frustration Mix] | 1.Good Man - Raphael Saddiq (x)|2. Separator - Radiohead (x)| 3. I Follow Rivers - Lykke Li (x)| 4. Running - Gil Scott-Heron ft. Jaimie xx (x)| 5. Once We All Agree - James Blake (x)| 6. Wrong Opinion - Chairlift (x)| 7. Light Black - Toro Y Moi (x)| 8. A Forest - Nouvelle Vague (x)| 9. Other Side of the Game (x) + Soldier - Erykah Badu (x)|10. Down By the River - Buddy Miles (x)|


when we no longer are → a dan/blair breakup mix

one.
when we no longer are around to write love on each other’s eyelids → library tapes
(instrumental)

two.
heart skipped a beat → the xx
you made it clear you weren’t near enough for me

three.
petite roses → diane cluck
a heart lies bloody at my feet

four.
this bed → horse feathers
it’s a shame our book’s been closed cause its words have been bled

five.
a lack of color → death cab for cutie
i should have given you a reason to stay

six.
even now → william fitzsimmons
but i love you even still, even now, even though we fell apart

bonus.
photograph → andrea gibson
i think of happy when i think of you

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01. somebody that i used to know (acoustic) - boyce avenue but you didn’t have to cut me off, make out like it never happened and that we were nothing.

02. sheets - damien jurado swallow him whole like a pill that makes you choke and steals your soul. you have the nerve to look me in the eyes and lie.

03. i’m not calling you a liar - florence + the machine and i love you so much, i’m gonna let you kill me.

04. love love love - of monsters and men maybe i’m a crook for stealing your heart away and maybe i’m a crook for not caring for it.

05. i love you, but goodbye - langhorne slim maybe i’ll fly far away and try to forget her. maybe i’ll stay right where i am and get on with my life.

06. your ex-lover is dead - stars there’s one thing i want to say, so i’ll be brave. you were what i wanted, i gave what i gave. i’m not sorry i met you, i’m not sorry it’s over, i’m not sorry there’s nothing to save. i’m not sorry there’s nothing to save.

07. start a war - the national we expected something, something better than before. we expected something more.

08. bright eyes - landlocked blues if you walk away, i’ll walk away. first tell me which road you will take. i don’t want to risk our paths crossing some day. so you walk that way, i’ll walk this way.

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IT’S YOUR CHOICE | cassie ainsworth fanmix
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sometimes i feel like alice (lisa mitchell)
mad world (gary jules)
to build a home (the cinematic orchestar)
storm (lifehouse)
human (civil twilight)
stop crying your heart out (oasis)
illusion (vnv nation)
hurt (jhonny cash)
she will always been a broken girl (she wants revenge) 


Daddy’s Gone - Glasvegas (x); Runaway - Yeah Yeah Yeahs (x); Never Leave Your Heart Alone - Butterfly Boucher (x); Spectrum - Florence + the Machine (x); Hologram - Katie Herzig (x); Looking Out - Brandi Carlile (x); Soldier On - Temper Trap (x)


What moment in that gradual decay / Does resurrection choose? / What year? / Who has the stopwatch? / Who rewinds the tape? / Are some less lucky, or do all escape? / A syllogism: other men die;but I Am not another: therefore I’ll not die.
― john shade, pale fire


gradual decay, a regina mills/evil queen fanmix ( )

i. the knife ― silent shout
a cracked smile and a silent shout
ii. zola jesus ― stridulum
just wait for your turn / say goodnight / and this will all be yours
iii. burial ― dog shelter
(nothing you say can save me)
iv. austra ― spellwork
i work alone / saving my soul / if yesterday hurts / tomorrow is worse
v. duran duran ― the chauffeur
the sun drips down bedding heavy behind / the front of your dress all shadowy lined
vi. shiny toy guns ― stripped
let me hear you speaking just for me / let me hear you crying just for me
vii. bright eyes ― lime tree
under the leaves of that old lime tree i stood examining the fruit / some were ripe and some were rotten / i felt nauseous with the truth
viii. basia bulat ― once more, for the dollhouse
we swore to no strangers / now they’ve crowded up our hearts
viiii. goldfrapp ― oompa radar
(instrumental)
x. the kilimanjaro darkazz ensemble ― the nothing changes
(instrumental)
xi. pulp ― this is hardcore
this is the end of the line / i’ve seen this storyline played out so many times before
xii. how to destroy angels ― a drowning
i’m drowning here / please, anyone / i don’t think i can save myself


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STEALING THE MOONLIGHT; a nick/jess fanmix (mediafire)

  • i’ve got this friendthe civil wars → i’ve got this friend, i don’t think you know her / she sings a simple song, it sounds a lot like his
  • light a roman candle with me | fun. → too often i call and i plead /darling, give me a chance, it’s not often that i understand
  • circus girl | mindy gledhill → hang from my knees on a trapeze while you make me spin / you make me twirl like a circus girl
  • space they cannot touch | katie miller-heidke → i just hope i am good enough to keep you
  • first day of my life | bright eyes → and so i thought i’d let you know that these things take forever / i, especially, am slow
  • sundress | ben kweller → what about the girl with the loneliess? / from inside out you’re so beautiful / i want to hold you in my hand
  • five years time | noah and the whale → well i look at you and say it’s the happiest that i’ve ever been / and i’ll say i no longer feel i have to be james dean 
  • kiss me | jason walker → out on the moonlit floor lift your open hand / strike up the band and make the fireflies dance / silver moon sparking / kiss me
  • i was made for sunny days | the weepies → and we never did stop talking / and you still light up the room
  • stealing the moonlight | gold motel → now i see it / you’re what i needed / you came around / showed me what i was missing / pulled me from the lost and found / dressed me up and took me home